i am so tired mentally… why am i still in school? i don’t want to work, i don’t want to study, i don’t want to write papers and to grade papers anymore! i want to go away from this world… maybe i’ll go to south america like i always wanted to do, and teach people who care and live in a world that knows what it is to suffer and fight to stay alive. the french always complain… and i can’t stand the way people look at me there. every time i go there, i want to scream and kick them in the balls. americans used to not look at me this way… but now that being french is not so popular anymore, they do too… i have to defend the french when i don’t even feel french sometimes. i am swiss, i mind my own business, i don’t ask for anything, i want to be alone. oh, and another thing: how can i get rid of someone who is really starting to scare me to death by wanting so much to date me????? can’t people leave me alone??? do i have to be ugly and mean to be left alone again?? just because i use lipstick and smile doesn’t mean that i am a different person, dammit! i am tired of people who are against the french and against me and who make me loose sleep because i worry so much! yes this world is corrupt, going to its end, stupid, evil, mean, illogical, greedy… everyone is like that, me too i’m sure. let’s hope we just get bombed once and for all, so the whole deal’s over soon.

Si on me cause pas je boude