so i have three options: 1: stay here 3 more years and try to become Dr. Moussu for real; 2: go to BYU Hawaii and teach there for 2 years… and come back here to finish the deal; 3: become serious and write a dissertation proposal by May so that I can get a research grant from TESOL… between 5 and 25 thousand dollars per year… which means staying here but with the idea that i don’t need to depend on other people’s money anymore… 4: quit. ah, naw, Dan is right, i’m not a quitter, it’s just too easy… after all, i’ve already survived half a damn winter here, without breaking my neck (but my knees are beautifully green, blue, purple…)… so i can survive another 3 winters i guess. but holly cow, this place is BORING, i’m going to need to buy a couple 100 more DVDs if i decide to stay here! I AM BORED I AM BORED I AM BORED! when am i going to finally move my fat behind and do something with myself??? so, any suggestions anyone?

Si on me cause pas je boude